Saturday, March 6, 2010

lost and stuck..

it had been very long for not updating my blog .
this blog is just a rubbish dump , for me to dump my thoughts and rubbish in .
as what i had been thinking , i dont really feel good when i sees or hears any 'singlish' .
i not really dislikes or rather despises those who cant write or speak good in languages , i don't know why i will think that they don't study so cant write or speak well . actually right now i'm also one of them . LOL
it really can see the differences wheather how high your education is by looking at how you write .
since young, i cant say im smart but i can say im not stupid .
i also cant say my studies is very good but i can my studies is not bad .
but now i really can say is really bad and i can say cause im playful and lazy . and not because im stupid .
since pri 1 till secondary 2 , i had countless tuitions . so i could maintain a 'not very good and not very bad' results . As what i believed , as long as i have tuition .how i play or slack in school, i still can maintain a 'not very good and not very bad result ' . but due to my lazyness , i skipped my tuition and eventually stopped having tuition so my results really worsened . and for now i had failed my o level but i had passed my n level and with this result can simply get into a ite and continue my studies but i just dont wish to get into that kind of 'school' . and now i can either retake my o level or get into ite .