all those past...

these days , my friends put some old class photos on facebook made me think of the past .
all those good and bad memories just popped out in my mind . one of it made me think of how i had treated my friends who treated me well , made me feel so bad now while thinking of it . i had no idea why last time i treat them like that without feeling bad while they still treat me well . i really regretted what i've done and i just hope that there's still time and chances for me to treat them good back . it's feel so stupid regretting over what's done and can't be undone. i thinking of those childish attitude make me feel more stupid . i dont think they still remember of it but i just remember all these because i'm feeling bad or what ? haha . i don't know , it just stuck in my mind . just hope that i wont lose these friends . i was wondering what i did in school . a school is for us to study but i dont think i really study and learn anything . i think i was just doing all those stupid stuff to get into trouble and finally unable to go school ,maybe it's just my retribution for not studying properly .

so TAKE CARES my frens .

maybe i'm not a good friend nor your important friend in your life but i only hope that when you hear my name , you'll smile and say that's my friend . . . thanks :D

went for ns check up ..

haha . late post .
ytd went for ns check up . kan pua long sia .
it has so many check ups . for chest , ear , blood , eyes , mantal calculations and x-ray .
wasted so much of my time .
im the person who scared of needles and the 1st check up is BLOOD TEST . omg . scared until nearly fainted . haha .

lost and stuck..

it had been very long for not updating my blog .
this blog is just a rubbish dump , for me to dump my thoughts and rubbish in .
as what i had been thinking , i dont really feel good when i sees or hears any 'singlish' .
i not really dislikes or rather despises those who cant write or speak good in languages , i don't know why i will think that they don't study so cant write or speak well . actually right now i'm also one of them . LOL
it really can see the differences wheather how high your education is by looking at how you write .
since young, i cant say im smart but i can say im not stupid .
i also cant say my studies is very good but i can my studies is not bad .
but now i really can say is really bad and i can say cause im playful and lazy . and not because im stupid .
since pri 1 till secondary 2 , i had countless tuitions . so i could maintain a 'not very good and not very bad' results . As what i believed , as long as i have tuition .how i play or slack in school, i still can maintain a 'not very good and not very bad result ' . but due to my lazyness , i skipped my tuition and eventually stopped having tuition so my results really worsened . and for now i had failed my o level but i had passed my n level and with this result can simply get into a ite and continue my studies but i just dont wish to get into that kind of 'school' . and now i can either retake my o level or get into ite .