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I had been not blogging for a long long time . and had been thinking alot . so decide to write down here .
Since young till now , i have been living with a poor attitude towards those people around me . regardless my family , my friends and those all walked into life who played a role in life has never been my true friends . so now i don't even have true friend to talk to . i have been a selfish and a self-centered person who only think of myself and had never think for others and resulted to have no friends . I know i don't know how to communicate , socialise with people but i also don't know what else can i do . how i wish that i could reconcile with my brother and my sisters . i had never talked to them for months or even for years . It needs a very big courage to do this and a correct way . And for my friends , how i wish i can win them back and be friends with them again . but what can i do ?